Why not? Well why yeah? I just dont know i guess

Okay I'm a person who will do pretty much anything as long as it agrees with my morals. Why not? The experiance is new things is fun and it gives a little added thrill to help. But at the same time i guess i wouldnt do anything...expesially when it deals with one of my closest friends. And it would (not just could..it would) impact that in at least differnt ways. Or lets say you used to do a certain thing alot then stopped..would you start it again even if it wasnt the same? I mean why not? but yet why would you say yes?
I'm sorry i can't explain this anymore but i dont want you reader to get wrapped up in my little teenage drama world. But just think about this sometime, your friend asks you if you would like to go to the football game and you say why not?-It would be fun and your not doing anything anyways. But why yes?- You know its probably going to rain and your friend is bringing a person you don't really get along with.
I dont want to sound like a party pooper person b/c i do usually say sure and i know there is pros and cons of everything but, I have been struggling with the question why not?for awhile now on one question and my pros and cons are split pretty dead even and even intertwined!!!

Chillin

So for a couple weeks i have been running around like a crazy monkey or something busy all the time. I was actually busy tonight too but i just couldn't do anymore i needed a day. a WHOLE day to just sit around read and rest, and yes i know i sound like a 45 year old women right there but as you know im not.I kinda feel like im the only person out of my age group that really needs days like this too. but i must not be.

But i kinda cheated ha i told my self if i was going to do this i wouldnt eat bad. but that seems to be my kriptonight i cant go a day without eating crap. I had LOADS of carbd then 2 pieices of french silk pie. Im pretty sure when my motabolism fades i will weigh just a light wieght of 700 pounds. I will be that overly large woman at the store geting even more food...

Anyways..I'm reading the famous twilight serious, im actually on new moon. Twilight took me a meer 3 days to read. Lets just say im in LOVE with edward, well at least my imagine of him. But imm sad because of new moons beginning i wont ruin it for anyone but it does get better so dont drop the book and cry and tear it to shreds because as i said it gets better. But i got it yesterday and im more then halfway. But really these books are a phomonone! Everyone has read them/wants to/waiting to get it/or is presently reading em'! wow props to the author stephenie you must be very happy (plus the money must be nice) but if you happen to come across this im very curious..Whats with the books cover pictures??? In the first one i was waiting forever for the apple to make any sense though the red contrasting against the black looks very nice.

sorry im starting to rable more and more...blah blah. Peace out and if u havent heard of the book consider it. Your relaxed blogger

-Jazzyfizzle

The Fam

Dude my family is so dissjointed (and yes i just said dude sorry if you dont like that word but i do :D). Just a tad of background in high school my fam was the following: dad, 70's partier kinda like hide in that 70's show glasses and all, my mom was the preppy *naughty word*no more needed to say, my sis was the punk rocker of the 90's with blue/pink/purple/white spiky hair, my brother is a gangsta in the black hoodie and im well me....ha you see this shouldnt even work together but it totally sorta does!

My dad and i are pretty much the same person but where obviously not plus he is such a sucker for my sister and i, my sister and i are so close its creepy, my mom is welll....and my bro just stays out of things for the most part. But its funny we usually dont sit down and eat together but if we did it would be completly bananas (as in crazy not really bananas. Another thing you know when your in the car and you usually can decide on a kinda even station for eveyone. Not with my family! we all freak out at whoever is turning that little knob saying "stop i like this song" or yelling "this music stinks!" luckily the help of ipods and mp3s has helped solve this delema

Ha that was just a little tinnie tiny nibble of a crust on a corner of a piece of bread at my direct fam. Just when your around them pretend you dont know this, my parents like to think we are very civil.

Homecoming

I told you i would write about homecoming when it was all done, well its all done ha. So homecomeing is pretty much a week full of school unity/spirit. I presonally have a hard time doing the homecomy stuff b/c im busy they like jam pack a ton of things into 5 days its crazy! but it is very fun, im one of those people who dresses up everyday, and 3 out of the 5 days i go all out.. if you dont just try it, its really fun and you think youll feel stupid but you dont. And then theres the sporting events mainly the football game and they put so much empashies on that game....my team dissapiontly lost at the very end it was dissapionting but really just being there is like the mainfun part not really the game :D. Sorry so short but i got morning practice ugh!!

Kemp (moo-moo)

okay so today im not quite sure what to write about, im sorry about the anger outburst the other day i was being orange(orange is diff. than green you accuse and are way to angry) with jealously. you know when your mom always says "they dont like you/make fun of you/ignore you because therye just jealous of how pretty/nice/natuarally athletic you are" Some times this is the most of truths statement. Oh! We are having homecoming this week but ill wright more about it when i can wright about the whole week, so after friday. mmm. i am going to tell you something sad so be prepared, i owned this cow right (kemp). Raised him after he was just born just two weeks, trained him to follow me around eat from, my hands. Well kemp was pretty dumb (cows brains arent very brillaint), but he did learn these things and licked me all the time, which was rather annoying actually. But as i was saying raised him from his calfhood till he was an adult, a goofy one. And today (im a terrible horrible person) was the day my kemp was shipped to the market. And please dont think of a person that doesnt care i told my friend and i started bawling then everyone kept asking me at school why i was crying ealiar then i would cry more im actually crying now, if you care. My little kemp is gone all because i sold him , im so glad there is a heaven, maybe he is the best pasture god can make.
I love you moo-moo and i hope you know, love mommy

Really?!?

So i spend my saturday at a swim meet. Which was fine I was doing alright matching my best times and whatnot. So i swim the race im best at (the 500) last, and I was working my but off i ending up getting third against some of the toughest, big, buff girls which i was glad with i worked my butt off. Just to find out im being demoted. A little background, I am/was the best from our town at the swim. And in our big nine i was seated 13th overall with the amazing ladies. But back to the story , I crawl outta the pool to overhear my coach telling another girl on our team that she is going to take my spot as first varsity. Just because the last 2 meets i havent won! I pretty much ran to my other teamates (not wanting to have my friend/new apperentice) see how saddened this made me. I am so disapionted at myself for being jealous and the fact that my coach did that. This girl could swim any event and they chose my race! The race we are doing fine in, getting second thirds and firsts!!! They just had to take this away from me one of the things i was proud to let everyone know, but hey im being demoted b/c i got third. i guess thats not good enough.

(A)mazingness of Music

Noise, vibrations to the eardrum. Thats all it really is. But thats totally not the whole picture. Music can make your whole day change it can make you stop and shout, dance, and make a fool of yourself. What makes a good song? I would say its when the instruments, vocals (of course) and lyrics all go together and most of all when a song has emotion! Some of my favorite songs are the ones that make me cry. Also just think of all the songs ever created, and they have at least one fan. Some people you never would guess have the favorite song as you and why? thats inexplainable but "your" song must relate to them which also connects you with them in some way (maybe the whole word could actually be connected by one song). I think its so crazy that these artists (the singers) are oh so famous yet they sing about the lowest they have been or not but we relate to their feelings.

So today I was being stressed out by life period so put some music on when i started my homework and it changed my prospective all around from that, to how glad i do all the things i do because of my passion for them. And i just had to write about it. thanks for reading

There must be some acid produced for happiness when we hear a song we like :P..Peace and add to the noise!!!