Fall leaves.

So it snowed today witch shouldnt happen..dont think i dont like it winter is my fav season but i love halloweeen and it shouldnt be ruined by some stupid snow littered everywhere. But hopefully it will be gone by tomarrow. Anyways i think its nuts that all the halloween costumes are turning really slutty ugh its sick im not wereing anything like that i will sow my own before i sink that low(p.s.i dont know how to sow). Like i was looking at the costumes and my age and costumes i actually fit into all end at mini skirt length!!! and this isnt just my body im only 5'4 so the makers of the outfits want to make me look like awhore. Luckly my family never throws anything away so i could throw some things together. Next year i will have to get a little boys XXL Costume
Your writer who will not be hoe instead a karate girl for halloween

Heroes

So this weekend i have mainly been watching heros (the t.v. show) and maybe after 15 hours (so far) of watching i have diluded myself to thinking this could actually happen. Maybe i have but if you really think about it the writers of this show tried to make this make sense. The idea of natural selection to make us have powers.. not to nuts, i mean from all we have evolved (if you believe) to add extra survival powers doesnt seem to outta the box. Though i dont think some of the powers would/could ever happen, and at first they probably wouldnt differ that much or even at all. Natural selection makes us, us ha :D
Crazy blogger at your service.

Yes, I wrote about the 70's

Okay so today two friends and i went to go skating which was pretty enjoyable better than sitting around at my house, but while we were balancing on the slick ice we were talking and we got to the topic of the time and the differences between our parents high school days and ours.

(inside note* im pretty sure i was born in the wrong era, 70's would have been perfect for me but w/e the dice didnt roll my way*) Todays teenagers usually meet through friends and communicate alot through technology(text and email) While our parents meet by hanging out and continuosly hanging out, witch i totally think would be way better! I mean you know the one/couple of people who only talk or say what they want through text but dont really talk in person(insane!)
but think if it was back in the day and they invited you to the rollerrink (haha) even though they cant skate i mean how much more fun would that have been then texting all night. Or they would go to rock concerts and yes we do that today but we would be way more likly to watch a movie with a couple friends.
Our decade is so outrageously boring its like the 50's all over again...but wait i guess i cannot say that because our crime rate is WAY to crazy for that,dude just get along and if that is so hard just ignore them i mean come on fighting does erm nothing just makes you madder and possibly hurt(think of your worried squirrly mom :O)
Oh one more thing the whole meeting your soulmate on the internet....sorry to break it to you but alot of people lie, plus they could be way ugly (eww), but i guess is does work so if ud like lol

I guess what im trying to say is instead of texting contstantly call em' up its more fun and maybe write an email but try to DO things with that person too not just make them fill the boring moment in your day

Peace out my fellow borring/texting era teenagers..

Youtube.

Wow This site has alot of sutff and i know people are going to be all like there are naughty things and stupid things i dont want my kids to see (aka its bad). But you know there going to have weird stupid stuff one day and just watch your dang kids if your that worried.

But I think this site is really pretty awesome! I have fallen in love with some vids. and just think its cool that you can be intertained and imformed but this site. Also its branched out the vidoe world so much! I have this friend and she loves to make videos and she posts them on the internet she gets to see what the people like and dont like, she loves it.

Its helped the music world to a lettle bit people get to watch music videos right from it (thats usually what i do) and then if ppl really like them they can buy the video.

Sorry this was kinda a weird post i just have a new hobby of watching videos off youtube
P.S. Watch fred hes pretty funny

Wonderful Outside

So I was outside today, I relized how beautful it is here. Like i always think ew albert lea is so gross and blah boring. But as i was driving around i was thinking its so colorful in the fall and we get to experiance all the seasons plus the glistening lakes *though i wouldnt really swim in some of them*Yeah spring a winter can be a bummer but we get to ski and snowboard and snowmobile and that pretty much makes up for the cold (at least to me). Also all the differnt fashions connected by the seasons ;). S
o if you havent been outside go out there maybe play in the leaves a bit and soak up the cooling breaze. Before its a biting wind.

2 years 2 months

Oh wow this is personal (just a warning).
this is ridulous but when i was 13 i thought i was deeply in love, maybe it was just my first boy or just that he was everything i had wanted. He was beautiful with blue eyes blonde hair, music nut (big bob marely fan), the way he talked with a bit of a british accent, or just the fact me made me feel wonderful inside out. We would constantly be in contact although we lived a hour apart. And we would never fight.
But of course it obviosly did end. What made me even think of him today was the song "stupid boy" by keith urban. And its kinda crazy b/c i dont even listen to country i just stumbled across this song and it made me well up so big i thought my chest would colapse.
Lets just say i was a foolish youngster but he will always be my first love. And i will not regret it one bit.

Beauty and the Loser??

What is it with all those movies were the nerdy guy wins the girl or all of a sudden the jock relizes he loves the shy girl in bio? And do you really think they have a happy ending? Mmm im not so sure i think there friends would clash, and i would be really akward at first but i guess thats what love is (and sorta akward).
But this totally wasnt the point of my blog today it was just a quick intro. What was really on my mind is personal apperiance, *i just murdered that word*, and how much it seems to make a differance in our society. I mean we all judge the girl with the huge ugly jacket with glasses, but what if its just a normal girl that just woke up didnt feel like putting her contacts in and grabbed her dads chaqueta. I bet people made fun of that she doesnt know and even guessed she was ugly without even seeing her up close.
See i have been on both sides of the pretty/ugly page (more the ugly) see like 8th and 9th grade i would barely look into fashion...*never have to this day been a name brand girl* anyways, i had really bad acne too and i didnt try to cover it up to much either. I am so embarrased by those days but its amazing how many people i was friends with were my friends and i dont know if they know, but im very grateful. but from my change (which was mainly just growing outta acne a bit, updating my wardrobe and growing my hair out), to now i have relized how people i dont know treat me sooooooo differnt i remember the day that a like 20 year old *very attractive* stranger actually hinted at flirting with me. It was in a pacsun and pretty much dreamy!! haha and i know he wouldnt even look at me twice if i hadnt let my hair down that morning. Which is terrible.
Society (this includes me and you) lets not try and be so vain!!!
P.S. Im not attractive at all so pleasse dont stawlk or look into what i said much