Monday, March 16, 2009

ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE

I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis:> > They're written by Andy Rooney , a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy.......> > I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day' makes my day. I've learned That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.I've learned That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.I've learned That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned That money doesn't buy class. I've learned That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned That under everyone hard shell is somone that wants to be loved. I've learned That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you. I've learned That love, not time, heals all wounds I've learned That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am. I've learned That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile. I've learned That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them. I've learned That life is tough, but I'm tougher. I've learned That opportunities are never lost, someone will take the ones you miss. I've learned That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere. I've learned That I wish I could have told my Mom that I love her one more time before she passed away. I've learned That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them. I've learned. That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. I've learned That when your newly born grandchild holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life. I've learned That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it. I've learned That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

Jazzyfizzle..I have learned....The world doesn't stop when you want it too so hold on to your good times. That when you say i love you, you can't take it back, that a hug can make me want to be around you,that food tastes better when you eat it slow, that everyone is a mystery..and i dont want to know it all, that people look so much happier in summer but so much cuter in winter. That warm water is always more fun to dive into. I want to aprreicate the dayss..i hope you can relate to any of these :D
I've learned...I may just be...(fill in the blank)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I went outside to be with you

This is one of the reasons I could never be a sufficient mother.

There is one being in this world that needs me, literally. He loves me even when i don't deserve it, and forgives me in about ten minutes when I'm guilty. He nudges me with his big nose and does funny things when I'm upset, just to make me laugh. When he does something bad he bows his head and watches me with big sad brown eyes. He will spend days sitting with me in silence, while i stroke him during the summer pink sunsets. He even learned how to hug me, and learned how to play tag for my enjoyment. He hasn't treated anyone the way he treats me. He tells me I'm the only one he has ever needed.

I have mistreated my "baby", my Sammy boy, my hunny. sweetie pie..etc with the cutesy names. I don't give him attention. I've become so wrapped up in myself that i have ignored him, not even remember him at all some days. I'm disappointed in myself. I'm taking the chance to change today. He deserves all the love i can give him and i will always love him, in a way that can never be damaged.

(you wont know but this isn't a person) <- that's messed up. Welcome.

Clear the area make it steady now

This weekend= nothing. I did nothing. Okay i did do things and i went to a movie party friday but nothing yesterday and today. But suprisingly i loved it usually i beg people to get me out of my house.i tried .there was show choir. instead i did things my mom has asked me to do for the last month, i'm not scrabbling to get it all done today. I'm super relaxed, i slept a total of 22 hours this weekend. Maybe i need to do this more often.
normal< crazy un poco

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Will you be my everything?

April showers bring flowers..in particular a Jasmine flower. (RANDOM ORDER BLOG CONFUSING SORRY) That's right my sister nurtures me. We both agree she needs to be my true mom. But I'm better off with the creeper i think. But i spent the weekend with my sister and well we are each others other half and realize this more and more. We have our stereotypes A-the laid back ironic punk country chick- and J -the biggest bad ass that will ever apply for Harvard-. We don't care about anyone else when we are in the same room (in a way). we had an epiphany that the other is the only one we have ever been completely ourselves with, and its always that way. Me and Her no third wheel, no need for it, its simple.


We fight, yell, hit, cry, breakdown, stop and try and smile, hug, squeeze, wipe each others eyes, then make it all better. We love, hug, cuddle, tickle, hold hands, fall asleep next to each other. We talk, about love, likes, dislikes, family, future, memories, tabloids, life, music, books and movies, plans, share our epiphanies, and each other. We experience, workouts, accidents, sushi(or food), pranking, stores, people, fashion, driving, and parties. We laugh the same, talk the same, care the same, both are one of the guys, and are daredevils and ditzes. I have way better style, she is friendlier, I'm smarter, she is better with men, I'm more athletic, shes less lazy, i love her too much, she loves me too much.


Oh this is just the beginning, lets just say i would probably go insane if anything happened to you aprilpoo (but i know you would have depression if something happened to me). I love you and miss you when your not there, your my sister and my best friend and your perfect just the way you are. I smother you with hugs and kisses


My Heaven

The Square. There are people walking around everywhere. They all have there own personalities and characters fit for a movie street, some where fur, others close to nothing! The place is famous for riots, food, style and cafes. Parties are heard, honking, hooting, and bass. Lights fill the streets, flashing and splashing on the sidewalk. Banners with fashion exploding twice my size hang from the inside shops. Time to visit the uptown. And bring me the wuptown girl (wanna be uptown girl).
I visited it this weekend and I'm pretty sure going to live within walking distance when a wee older...so i can be a poser...as one of the over the top people.