Review on a little N & N

I would have to say nick and norahs is my favorite movie (at least right now). First Music is amazing (they even have a vampire weekend song!). Then the story line is good, the whole music fans trying to get to "THAT" band even if they do get a little distracted. There is the simple way of falling for someone even if you don't really know them and unravaling their personality by doing things (not by sexting haha). Ah then there is the kicker of the mean girl, and the user boy getting everything handed to them for being bad. Watch It, Good Idea :D

You Really Don't Have Any Power, Boy

"I just can't believe he overpowers me." My boss, the smart kid, the better athlete/singer/friend, the prettier one, compare some more will you please? I know it makes you feel good right? "Well at least im better then that guy" Scoff and brag you selfrighteous man you. Naw i didnt mean it stop right there.
Now, now i think you should learn that maybe we all like things we feel good and bad, no one is "better" then anyone else. You ever wonder why soo many teeny teenagers end it all. Well theres your answer they think there the low lowest low, boo (or their happiness synapses are a bit off track, "Everyones better then me." Not True my brother, that mr tie and professional CEO may have money but when the night ends he will remember the wife lost because he was a bastard. That happy man you see riding his bike? Well dont you bring him down we all strive to reach his peace. He loves his life because his daughter died and his house burned down, he lives happy in honor of herr. Everyone has a story maybe they are the only ones that read it maybe they didnt write it all they were too busy. I think its high time people get over who has more money, is more beautiful, blah blah blah and just go out and get with their friends (maybe you have to make some eh?) but do that, just make yourself feel free and full of laughs and bruises from doing ridulous things. Or if you like reading read read read in the sun by the pool in your room.
"Everyone is a gaint mystery box, let them tell you there secrects and make your own with them and others before you lose your mystery trying to overpower otherssss"- others mixed late ideas published and mushed together by a psychopathhhhhhhh (that'd be a ma)

First Came an Action then a Reaction

senses. They let us see feel smell taste and hear our world. Amazing, very much. But they can also hurt the most! Or it seems that way at least. When you have an ear infection you may realize you can't hear so your unable to do certain things, this makes you notice your ear more, also the pain. Yesterday i got an eye infection called congenctavitous.(murdered the word) Okay. what that really means is, I have little (well in my case quite large) bumps underneath my eye lid. gross eh? Yes and hurts like a mommy. So i stayed home because the stupid doctor labeled me having pink eye too! okay when my eye is irrated it turns red (yours should too). Now my moms going around telling everyone to not touch me because i have PINK EYE. My eye doesnt even itch. It just hurts but im wrong i guess..your eye doesnt hurt hunny you have pink eye...no i have congentavitous.. Senses hurt the most.

Just Order the General Taos

I got a job. Surprising for the very lazy and easy to give up person i am. But anyways, i don't know for sure but i think the job i picked is the HARDEST job to start out with...maybe ever. First of all i couldn't just work where people just buy things or do paperwork..i decided to waitress. Not to bad eh? Now this is the food i waitress...Chinese (the food all looks the fing same!). now the place i work uses these computer things..i don't get them at all..ugh. Nother thing..no one is really training me..I'm supposed to fill my time and not waste Johnny's (my Chinese boss that i don't really understand) plus i think hes already trying to find ways to fire me...Also i don't know how much I'm being paid or if at all..i came in this weekend for 4 hours!, and I'm scared to tell him i cant go next week(I'm going to prom). There's some ups...i will be able to understand accents a little better...and maybe make friends with the cooks at least, and some times I'm sure i could get some food (although i haven't tried this yet) AAAHH okay it felt good to write that down..thanks..If you think your first job was harder please enter the bad day contest and let me know (it would make me feel better)If you go to the china restuarant cut me lots of slack.

insert:(whatever the Chinese word for CRAZY)

I'm Alone and the World is Having More Fun Then Me

I feel like im rushing for nothing at all planning all day everyday for things then the come ready. set. over! Me being the high schooler i am, is planning for college and life in general..but its all a big gamble. it scares me. One person or one fail could get my plans messed up! AH! Thats why i tend to do crazy things. I never feel like im living in the moment (except in swim meets and concerts) So my favorite days are home alone ones!! See, usually im not at home...i sadly invite myself to things...got to stop that hehe. But my family is here alot but tonight it flip flopped to me , in a big empty 5 bedroom house (yippie)! BROADCASTING LIVE::::I"M MAKING JUNK FOOD LISTENING TO PLAYRADIOPLAY! AND PLAYING CAKE MANIA HAHAH:::: It sounds stupid and ridulously boring i know..but i like being boring with myself. No one can judge my outfit or my dorky dance moves or tell me to be quiet or give me any drama i dont care about. I wish these nights would never end sometimes..im not joking...my dad just pulled up.. booo...whatever my dads an okay guy (the mix of my dads weird antics and my moms worriedness and turned me into a reckless/uptight freakoooo)
irionic ant it?

Sunny Paradise.

I wrote this awesome blog about my cruise..it wouldnt work..im kind of upset about it. You know when you write something and it gets deleted you wish you could just retreive it awnyways. Its like i poured my heart out to hit the wall. So i guess i will just write it this way. I want to disappear back with my teenagers to our cruise ship adventures. While taking chances like leaning over the boat while kevin and jared make you scream, sitting in the hot tub when colorado gives you the famous sexy/creepy eye, and his twin asks you how you are. Wish i could throw my arms around australia and nikki and just dance the night away. WAtch the stugell brothers make fools of themselves just so you will laugh. Watch Zed be a complete gentlemen then laugh that he's not. And the Ice Cream oh the ice cream bonding time, just talking and spilling, the warm darkness filled with stars and watery waves, the one week romances that come along with winks and flirting complements and faces just for you. to my boy in our box, you told me that was your favorite part of your vacation, it was mine too. REUNION!

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I wish i could write an interesting blog. I wish i were a little happier. I wish it were warm. I wish i had some chocolate. I wish i had the best boyfriend. hehe. I wish i could be the best at something. I wish my nose wasnt so big. I wish my friends lived with me. I wish i didnt have to do anything i dont want to do. I wish my computer was newer. I wish wishwishwishwishwish. I wish there was more important things i would wish for. I wish there was more shooting stars to wish upon..