I feel like im rushing for nothing at all planning all day everyday for things then the come ready. set. over! Me being the high schooler i am, is planning for college and life in general..but its all a big gamble. it scares me. One person or one fail could get my plans messed up! AH! Thats why i tend to do crazy things. I never feel like im living in the moment (except in swim meets and concerts) So my favorite days are home alone ones!! See, usually im not at home...i sadly invite myself to things...got to stop that hehe. But my family is here alot but tonight it flip flopped to me , in a big empty 5 bedroom house (yippie)! BROADCASTING LIVE::::I"M MAKING JUNK FOOD LISTENING TO PLAYRADIOPLAY! AND PLAYING CAKE MANIA HAHAH:::: It sounds stupid and ridulously boring i know..but i like being boring with myself. No one can judge my outfit or my dorky dance moves or tell me to be quiet or give me any drama i dont care about. I wish these nights would never end sometimes..im not joking...my dad just pulled up.. booo...whatever my dads an okay guy (the mix of my dads weird antics and my moms worriedness and turned me into a reckless/uptight freakoooo)
irionic ant it?
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