Monday, February 16, 2009

Da-Dadada-Daaa-DadaI Like Your Eyes Wide

The laws of life. What is it? We are just made of organs and bones we have sensory organs that let us feel wool and grab the chips. Take me apart. I'm nothing but matter. But i can do so much run marathons, cry and scream. Take me apart. I'm nothing with out my senses. Why did you put me here oh lord? It's not like i can do something so amazing...If i save someone from suicide 100 more die in my state for that reason. Why is there even people at all? We alter every place we have inhabited. Without us the world wouldn't have hate or war. People aren't good we are deceiving, psychotic beings. We want everything we don't appreciate or forgive. We disgrace your name lord...has this gotten too out of hand?
-your neurotic nut..

Thats it, its over

What happens when you plan something for awhile then it happens, fast, then its over? Lets just say relief, and a little sad, burned out, and relaxed. I kind of like this feeling haha

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Is it just a role

I try to take a stand for people or things i believe in i really do. I want to impact things that i believe matter not watch them disapear or cause pain. What happens when people don't want you to help them? Do you just walk away, when you truely think you could patch up their sadness? Sorry i was to passionate in helping you, ill just go fuck myself sorry. Screw helping lets just be selfish. (sorry for naughtly language W)
crazy people+bad temper= cereal killers

Homeostasis

I want it all! I want nothing. What is it? I don't know i want to be successful but I'm much to lazy. I want someone to love me but i don't want to be labeled as with them. I want looks, wit, and passion but i think i have a little of them...I want to be different, but i want people to accept me and be somewhat "normal". I think i know who i am but then i would never depend on myself. I feel like life will never end but i know body parts will fail and wither, or all together end. I wish my life was a story line though i love the suspense of not knowing what will happen. I think I'm strong but i know I'm not. Are Polar Opposites what equalizes us all, or am i just an exception?
-He said, "you got to be crazy!" I say, "Boy you haven't realized this yet?"

I Wish You Were Here

no i dont

Sunday, February 1, 2009

VRrrrrrroooommm, EEEEEEEEEkkkk, Bang!, OH SSSSH****!!!

That would be anytime driving with me...I am terrible at this trival task. Ha and im taking my test this week or next, it looks to be that im going to need to move to a walking distance from a bus stop.

Have Any Taste Ever?

I absolutly loath planning things ergg so what do i do? Start planning a huge event which could be devisating or awesome fun....I want it to be fun. It's a big deal in my tiny exsistance...friends make the 15th fun please