Drowning

I am suffocating, i know your thinking she can possibly she is typing this but i feel like i am. Im so busy its driving me to procasternation beyond the norm. Its so tough to prioratize then there is the fact that im way to lazy! With trying to balance family friends (and the fact boys are dirty lol) happiness and irritation. Then there is fun and school plus the fact having to choose between them because there is not enough time to do both. (plus this huge project for j10 thats driving me crazy b/c i barely like journalism and having to write my own er...) then im pretty much a music go-roo and fashion tryer haha thats sounds stupid. Anyways then you have the friends that getting fricken straight A's are in 3 sports are beautiful with matching outfits everyday and help children in africa it makes me look like a idiot, fatso, ugly, scrub, and an uncaring B. sometimes i want to freak out and tell the teachers to leave the homework due till friday ugh or tell my friends "hey can you just get an A- and 2 B's thanks oh and when your at it, stain your clothes like a normal person and cut your hair really ugly, i almost forgot thanks girlfriend love ya." :D haha im kinda a mean person but im a little jealous haha
Love you wishing time stopper but you know i would stop it and watse it anyways (lol) blogger ;P