I wish my life had a beautiful storyline or at least would make a good movie

I'm young, even to young to drive without a parent but at the same time im old enough to get a job and have my own life, a life made of cerfews and choices, mainly what i do with them. Now is the time all the drama happens or not at all the cliches and rule breaking is going this is a little preview of our future. The jerk that broke your heart will quickly become immature, the pretty girls wear to much makup and turn naughty falling down their own ladders, the nerdy boys start to look like men and kinda hot, the ones that dont fit in develop completly differnt then the rest, the smarty pants strive to stay there, the quiet start shouting and the loud hush, the ones that were on the edge turn into what there mothers wouldnt want in a son, lies, hores, sellouts, backstabbing, love, tears, smiles, let downs, friends, drugs, and of course the social scenes. The habits we start now begin to shape the adults we become and the lifes we will lead. I want to live it up i wont be able to be this free and innocent later on in life lets just hope i dont tear my pulling threads to burst maybe just fray them and loosen them up
Sincerly your mentally nuts blogger